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Thursday, June 27, 2013

What the Longings of My Heart Taught Me About The Heart of God

His provision alone would never be enough, it’s His love..it’s the way He romances us with a kind word spoken through a stranger, in the soft rain that falls, and the warm breeze that tousles your hair. It’s in the way that He longs to know your heart, the way He could sit for hours with you and never grow tired of hearing you. It’s in the way he pursues you always, never relenting, never growing tired of speaking those words over you. His heart is for you, its wrapped up in and around you. He longs for you, He wants you, with everything He is…and you have no choice but to respond with the same love, and together you are set on fire, and it is the most glorious meeting of two souls you will ever knonw…yours and the one who created you. It’s His love that brings us to Him again and again and again.

We come fully alive in the love that pursues without rest, in the heart that longs and pants for yours, in the fire that sets between you. It is a blazing torch that guides you home in the dark, it is the warmth when you are cold and afraid, it is the glow that brings life to your cheeks.
A woman pursued comes alive, just as a woman who isn’t being pursued withers and wilts. And this heart is the heart of God for his people. And this is the heart of God for us onto himself. That we would go on pursueing one another in this way.

It takes a heart, a whole heart…you cannot give only half or only a piece, it will require everything. But a man or a woman in love never thinks of the price, only of what it will feel like to hold your heart so close to theirs. No woman wants scraps and left over pieces, instead we want to  be special…special enough that someone would go that extra mile…special enough that you would write us just to say you missed us and were thinking of our smile, even if we’ve only been apart for five minutes. And this is the heart of God, he wants to not only be a passing thought throughout the day, he wants us to be captivated by Him.

 Lord forgive me for the ways that I haven’t pursued you. You are the heart of the man, the pursuer, the leader, the provider. You romance me and draw me out and make me come alive in your love…but you are also the heart of a woman, I can look at the longings of my heart and find that they reside in your heart too. They reflect the way you desire to be loved, to be seen as captivating. You long for me to pour out my affections for you because they are too great to contain, you desire for me to be so head over heels in love with you that I can’t sleep or breath without you. You long for my passion, my heart, my devotion, my care, my romance...just like I do. And I know the pain you feel when I neglect to show you this love Jesus. Let me sing of your love each morning and speak it tenderly to you each night. Let me shower you in affection, because I am captivated by you Lord, I do love you with everything I am.

I will pursue you. I will surrender it all to you, my whole heart.

Thank you Jesus.

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